Mom Wants A Diabetes Cure

Monday, August 27, 2007

Update

Jeff just told me he read my post about all of us dying.

He told me he was sitting on the couch last night when Brendon asked if Jeff had life insurance. Jeff said he did. Then Brendon asked, "Do I have life insurance?" Jeff said no.

So I was wondering why Brendon asked about life insurance. And so I asked Brendon. He got upset and yelled at me saying he didn't want to talk about it.

I'm very nervous.

posted by Shannon at 10:59 AM

5 Comments:

  • Good Lord, Shannon, you're freaking me out.

    Please be sure not to skip too many days blogging or I'll be a nervous wreck wondering if you're OK.

    By Blogger Penny Ratzlaff, at 8/27/2007 1:44 PM  

  • Shannon -

    Perhaps your worrying about the things you've been sensing/seeing/feeling is giving off some sort of odd vibe that the kids are picking up on. I know that sometimes, energies around worry and doubt and fear can be sort of contagious - especially when they center or focus on dying/injury.

    As for the visions themselves - dreams - even "day dreams" about dying often have nothing to do with death at all - but have to do with growth, change, doubt, insecurity - and a million other interpretative things. I do believe when we start thinking/dreaming about our loved one's dying though - those kinds of dreams/thoughts have a tendency to reproduce with more frequency and more vividly than other kinds of visions/dreams.

    For nearly six months, I had the same terriying thought/dream that my mother died in a storm. And we couldn't find her body. I dreamt it once - and then would see it over and over in my dreams and in my waking moments - and the more anxious I got about it - the more I dreamed and thought about it...

    Although I believe in precognition - I think this may be weird, flowing, off-vibes making everyone jittery.

    Hope you're OK :)

    By Blogger Nicole P, at 8/27/2007 2:01 PM  

  • One of those things - the more you write about it, the less likely it is to happen. The more you "vocalize", etc.

    That's how I am with the "premonitions". Only the ones I haven't shared have come true. (And then there's no proof that I had them?) It's all so strange.

    By Blogger If not a mother..., at 8/27/2007 11:20 PM  

  • LOL, Penny. It would surely be something to worry about if I wasn't here blogging or commenting.

    Nicole,
    I think I've been pretty even keeled emotionally. Just the coincidence of all of us thinking the same thing had me pretty fascinated actually.

    Rachel,
    That's pretty much why I'm writing about it...

    And I'm hoping everyone doesn't think I'm a kook...

    By Blogger Shannon, at 8/27/2007 11:26 PM  

  • Glad you're OK - I think it's just a shared vibe/energy thing - and R and you are both right about vocalizing. Get them out there... Fend them off.

    By Blogger Nicole P, at 8/28/2007 7:56 AM  

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